Men vs. Women

Men And women are different in several aspects; one of them is the way they react when a problem arises.

Men often prefer to be silent for a while, and think about the whole situation, until finally they come up with a good solution. Women, in contrast, start talking about the complex situation not only to stimulate others sympathy, but also to rearrange their mind. Maybe they are not aware of this process, but even unconsciously, by speaking, they are seeking the head of the twisted clue to rearrange their mind and find the solution at the end.

For me, writing does the same. Sometimes when I prefer not to speak to anybody about the situation, I start writing to open the knot in my mind. Since I think, most of the time, friends, by their sympathy, do make the problems much more serious in the mind...

the Deepest Love Is the Simplest

I never thought I would enjoy watching a movie even in third time. Normally I'm not into movies. But I think It was amazing.

I guess, maybe, that's because I feel it totally. I mean I totally can understand how such a simple, but deep relationship can be adorable. Since a special time in my life, I've thought there is no need to happen something strange or odd or even special to shape a real, deep love. I experienced the deepest love in my life, through a very very simple words, with doing nothing but speak. And sometimes without any word! And I know how passionate it would be, just if you love someone purely and for him/herself alone.

Maybe that's why I understand this movie entirely by my heart.

I miss this feeling… I really miss it.

What's wrong?

I'm starting to feel less interested in learning English. I don't know exactly why, but I'm not pleased with this large amount of homework anymore.
I don't know what I can do to evoke the tendency of learning English... And It's not a good sign at all.
I'll appreciate any suggestion.

Beg or Bargain?

What do you think about bargaining? Do you think it's fair? Do you think it's an enjoyable ritual?

I hate it! The seller offer a price higher than the real cost and the buyer try or sometimes struggle to reduce it. It's ridiculous! But they tend to this game with complete satisfaction.

I hate it because I don't consider it as an honest fact, nor I enjoy pushing someone to accept my suggestion. I hate it because I think it's kind of begging money in an unfair way.

I prefer sellers face me in an honest attitude, and offer me the real price, and I pay the exact worth… And if I cannot offer it, so, that's my problem! I can buy something lower in price or I'll stay until assembling enough money to buy that special thing.

I just hope people let bargaining go away! 

Spring

It's the first time I've managed my life like this.

There are always some obligatory tasks in the life that their necessitate makes them unpleasant to do. I have some the same. But recently I could manage them in a way all of them are being done and also I enjoy doing them.

Furthermore something is becoming different in me which makes me kind of stronger and more relaxed.

It seems that my spring has begun almost two months earlier, since my birthday eve.

Didn't

It died, before the birth...!

A gift

I'm feeling something strange in me. It's achy but lovely. I don't know what exactly is going to happen, but I think if I pass it, it can be a great and shiny point in whole my life.

I feel, these days, something is going to be given to me, sent from Heaven. The incident is really hard to me, but delightful. Isn't it marvelous?

The Little Women

Children have changed a lot. Whenever I go to the English institute, I see so many teen girls who have no similarity to the girls before. You seldom can see that cute, innocence appearance. They have changed in a way which seems it's going to be omitted the teen years from their whole life. Apparently they are going to grow adult after a very short childhood.

They are being involved in adultness period without preparation. They are going to be the same as adults they love to, in appearance and behavior. Making up and dressing up the same as women, they act like matures.

They are little girls in women disguise. "The little women".

P.S. It was my first publishing via mobile phone.

Afterward...

I miss here so much. I miss writing my heart in English; in a such sweet language which I'd started when my heart was beating cheerfully... What an amazing creature the Human is!

I'm glad those days had passed though. Those years, now, seem like odd days in my eyes. I was forcing the world to the way I want. I was pushing myself, the life, the fate, and  God also to the astray direction! Poor ex-Kosar!

Now I feel calmer. Although I've had such hard days like before, like everyone; but I feel different. I'm thankful to God, cause he is looking after me carefully (as he was before).