What's wrong?

I'm starting to feel less interested in learning English. I don't know exactly why, but I'm not pleased with this large amount of homework anymore.
I don't know what I can do to evoke the tendency of learning English... And It's not a good sign at all.
I'll appreciate any suggestion.

Beg or Bargain?

What do you think about bargaining? Do you think it's fair? Do you think it's an enjoyable ritual?

I hate it! The seller offer a price higher than the real cost and the buyer try or sometimes struggle to reduce it. It's ridiculous! But they tend to this game with complete satisfaction.

I hate it because I don't consider it as an honest fact, nor I enjoy pushing someone to accept my suggestion. I hate it because I think it's kind of begging money in an unfair way.

I prefer sellers face me in an honest attitude, and offer me the real price, and I pay the exact worth… And if I cannot offer it, so, that's my problem! I can buy something lower in price or I'll stay until assembling enough money to buy that special thing.

I just hope people let bargaining go away! 

Spring

It's the first time I've managed my life like this.

There are always some obligatory tasks in the life that their necessitate makes them unpleasant to do. I have some the same. But recently I could manage them in a way all of them are being done and also I enjoy doing them.

Furthermore something is becoming different in me which makes me kind of stronger and more relaxed.

It seems that my spring has begun almost two months earlier, since my birthday eve.

Didn't

It died, before the birth...!

A gift

I'm feeling something strange in me. It's achy but lovely. I don't know what exactly is going to happen, but I think if I pass it, it can be a great and shiny point in whole my life.

I feel, these days, something is going to be given to me, sent from Heaven. The incident is really hard to me, but delightful. Isn't it marvelous?

The Little Women

Children have changed a lot. Whenever I go to the English institute, I see so many teen girls who have no similarity to the girls before. You seldom can see that cute, innocence appearance. They have changed in a way which seems it's going to be omitted the teen years from their whole life. Apparently they are going to grow adult after a very short childhood.

They are being involved in adultness period without preparation. They are going to be the same as adults they love to, in appearance and behavior. Making up and dressing up the same as women, they act like matures.

They are little girls in women disguise. "The little women".

P.S. It was my first publishing via mobile phone.

Afterward...

I miss here so much. I miss writing my heart in English; in a such sweet language which I'd started when my heart was beating cheerfully... What an amazing creature the Human is!

I'm glad those days had passed though. Those years, now, seem like odd days in my eyes. I was forcing the world to the way I want. I was pushing myself, the life, the fate, and  God also to the astray direction! Poor ex-Kosar!

Now I feel calmer. Although I've had such hard days like before, like everyone; but I feel different. I'm thankful to God, cause he is looking after me carefully (as he was before).

The Life

I think one of my most negative quality is not being sociable. I prefer to have a limit number of friends with a deep relationship. Going to lots of parties and visiting new people never make me happy. It's uncomfortable to participate in a party I don't know anybody. Although I could improve the ability of making new friends, I still prefer to communicate with a short number of people.

Well... Actually it was not what I wanted to say. In fact there are somethings I cannot say. I need to speak to someone most of the time, but I shouldn't... or maybe I couldn't... and maybe I never can. There are lots of things around me annoying but... It seems that it is the LIFE.

Dolmeh

One of the most favorite food in Iran is Dolmeh. It's mainly made of the fresh and thin leaves of grape vine.

And since it's made of fresh leaves, it's available just in about one month a year. So maybe it's the main reason of it's popularity!

The recipe is mixed of ingredients which contain half-baked rice and split pea, fried minced meat and onion, vegetables, salt and spices. Then you may put a small amount of it into scalded leaves.

A great unknown man

Today is the anniversary of Imam Khomeini, the founder of Islamic Republic of Iran. A noble man who was supporter of poor and inspired people all over the world.

He has had an outstanding childhood that we generally do not know much about it. As a child, He was being very smart and calm and loved learning new things.

He used to spend long time every day thinking and pondering. He started to read political news since a very early teenage years.

His aunt and elder brother who supported him in religious sciences and politics, showed him the way that helped him to think in a higher level than his age.

Considering his biography, I think he started his great movement just when he was a child by pondering, learning and reacting against rich land lords who used to govern people's properties at the time and were treating the poor farmers totally in a cruel manner.

He is one of my favorite heroes whom I respect and try to follow.